Tuesday, April 23, 2013

the sham

 
For a while now I’ve been onto the sham. You may be familiar with it. You see it all the time from experts. Particularly people who have business degrees and go to seminars. It’s this idea that you really love ‘what you do,’ that by being an expert in something it automatically makes you love it. I am a grocer, I stock shelves at a grocery store, I do not love it. I could tell you anything you needed to know about the grocery store I work at, you could call me an expert, but I don’t love it. I am also a student studying Forestry for a Bachelor’s of Science. I wanted to get the degree because I like camping and hiking. I do not like forestry. I do not like being a student even. What I like is going to parties, playing disk golf, making friends, trying drugs, etc. I find some of the subjects I have learned in school interesting, but when I am asked to do a project I resent it, just as I have resented any job I have ever had. The reason for this dawned on me recently. It’s not the content of what you do that is the problem. It’s whose work you are doing. If I am working to complete a project assigned to me, or commanded of me… I am against it. Anything that is of my own volition, I love it. I consider myself to be exceptionally good at drawing things: people, horses, animals, cars, scenery, even cartoon characters, I can re-create with a pencil quite well. This is not because I was taught this. This is because I really enjoyed drawing as a kid and spent a lot of time doing it. I have been taught to try to learn to love things I don’t like. To “learn to love your job!” selling useless products that are bad for people to people who don’t really want them anyway, “after all it’s what you do!” I was taught to self-propagate enthusiasm for shit jobs with low pay. It’s just a coping mechanism to pretend you like what you do. I say fuck that. I don’t need much money to live happily, get along fine, travel wide, and have meaningful relationships. Food is cheap, possible friends are everywhere, housing is attainable. None of this requires you commit your life to 40+ hours a week of slave labor  for 40+ years just to buy cable, internet, Starbucks, Netflicks, Panera Bread, H&M clothes, shoes, fucking DVD’s and BluRays, insurance and cars and clothes and clothes and clothes.

Free your life

Wednesday, April 17, 2013

it's not new years, but I've made some resolutions

Although it is not a new year. I've made some resolutions. These are some things I'd like to accomplish this year:
stop using paper products
Stop eating processed foods
drink less alcohol
switch to 1 meal a day
drink more tea, more water
use my phone less, exercise more

Saturday, April 13, 2013

my lightest travel yet

This is the lightest I have ever traveled. I'm flying to Florida and driving back to help a relative move. I'll be gone about 11 days. I'm taking with me 22 items. From left to right:
18 liter pack
carabinier
phone
pen and pencil
spork
tooth brush/paste
headphones
headlamp
phone charger/cable
swim suit
toe-shoes
nylon Button up shirt
polyester shirt
microfiber camisole
1.5 liter water bottle
2 pairs of microfiber underwear
nylon shorts
passport/wallet (not pictured)

Thursday, April 11, 2013

backpacking introduced me to minimalism



I’ve always gone camping with my family since I was a kid, it wasn’t until I was about 15 that I started getting interested in backpacking. The first time I went I was very green; I didn’t make the rookie mistake of bringing way too much stuff or anything. Really I was just unprepared. I didn’t have a sleeping pad, so I was fairly cold sleeping on the ground. I didn’t want to carry my heavy tent so I shared a two person tent with my sister and her boyfriend. None of us slept well. We didn’t go very far, only really an overnight trip. But I loved it.
When I moved to College I was very interested in going fairly light. At the time I was obsessed with the movie “Into the Wild” and I had ideals of hitchhiking and travelling with a backpack, but I was far too young and afraid to do any of those things yet. I determined to pack only what fit into my little rav-4 car, and take nothing more with me to College. This plan worked except for my bike. I had a lot less crap then my roommate, only about 4 pairs of jeans.  Some shorts, maybe 12 shirts, tons of crappy cotton underwear and socks that needed constant replacing.  I had a houseplant, which I still like having, to help with air quality. And A guitar, skateboard, skim- board, all of which I never used. 
By the end of my freshman year I was moving into DNR housing for a summer job in Wisconsin, and had to take a little less stuff so that I could pack my co-workers stuff with us.  I left my bike in storage at school. I took less clothes, less pens, less knickknacks, I got rid of my posters. After my summer job I had a lot of extra spending money. Of course I blew about half of this on clothes, I bought nail polish in about 10 colors, a studded belt, more jeans, a leather coat, and tons of Starbucks, a stand up paddle board, a surfboard, an electric guitar and amp. Most of this stuff I had quickly grown tired of, and really was just a waste of money.  At school that year I changed a lot. I got very into backpacking and outdoor sports. I tried surfing but never had the time and it proved to be very dangerous alone in Northern Michigan. I experimented with drugs and cut my long hair into a Mohawk, died it black, and stopped showering daily. It was a strange time in my life.
When I started dating Chaz we were talking about moving into a tent for the summer and living that was indefinitely.  We packed everything we owned into my car. We sold our bikes, he sold his motorcycle and his car. We got rid of anything we didn’t need. I sold my laptop, and so did he and we bought a small net- book to share.  I sold my tent since we shared one. I bought expensive Patagonia underwear and Smartwool socks which I still have and work great two years later, they are quick drying so I can wash them in a sink and hang them  dry. I will never use cotton underwear again. And we departed for our adventure in Flagstaff AZ. He worked for an environmental firm during the day and I did various odd jobs to make some money.  At night we slept in a tent in the national forest.  By the end of the summer we had saved enough money to buy our Van. This is by far the best purchase we have ever made together. It cost us $3,800 and we’ve lived in it, used it to travel, and used to for a delivery job.  We bought a mattress, built a frame, and moved into the van. If felt like luxury after living in the tent for two months.
At the end of the summer we went on a backpacking trip at Sequoia National Park. We ended up taking a lot of heavy and unnecessary stuff. Chaz brought a knife that weighed about 2 lbs, which we didn’t even use. My sleeping pad was an ancient Thermarest that weighed about a pound and leaked. We brought winter sleeping bags which were too heavy and way too warm.  The trip was a blast but we were very fatigued from hiking with the extra weight.
Our next trip a few weeks later was in Yellowstone.  We had both bought new lighter-weight packs and sold our old packs. We used bivy sacks this time with a thin sleeping-bag liner instead of a tent and sleeping bag. It was too light, definitely a mistake. It was too cold and we froze all night and cut our trip short. We returned the expensive bivies to REI.
Our next trip was an epic two-month adventure in Australia and New Zealand.  We did a stellar job packing this time. We had a lighter weight tent. Light packs and sleeping pads, and sleeping bags for summer weather. We carried on our packs on the plane and they weighed less than 20 lbs. The clothes I packed were 1 pair of zip-off pants, 3 pairs of underwear, 2 bras, 1 quick dry t-shirt, 1 sun shirt, 1 pair of shoes, 1 pair of ultralight sandals, 3 pairs of socks, rain pants, rain jacket, a wool long sleeve shirt, and a sunhat and bandanna. On the trip we carried as much as 3 liters of water each at times while hitch hiking. The trip was amazing. We also took disk golf disks which we intended to use as plates or for playing, we gave these away since we found almost no disk-golf courses in Australia. We also brought a water filter which we never used, although I liked knowing it was there if we needed it. We also brought a Jetboil camp stove and mugs for eating out of. I ended up getting rid of my cup since I never used it. We hardly used the Jetboil because it took us about half the trip before we found fuel for it. But we did cook a lot of ramen in it in the last few weeks.
The most recent trip we have taken we went to Puerto Rico for 18 days. This was our lightest trip yet. We had a base pack weight of about 9lbs. Our sleeping bags proved to be useless since it was so hot. And our Jetboil was also useless since you cannot buy fuel for it anywhere in PR.  I can’t say that PR was our favorite trip but it was very inexpensive. We were able to camp most nights and met a lot of locals who gave us rides and told us what we should see.
Packing and living out of a bag for weeks on end is such a great experience. I love the mobility and self sufficiency. We are able to just walk and if we get somewhere nice camp there. I don’t want to go total vagabond and live like that permanently. But I like taking long trips that way. Our next trip is going to be a cross country bicycle tour from Michigan to Vancouver this summer.  Packing light has taught me to eliminate the unnecessary in my everyday life as well. I used to have a thick bulky Volcom Stone wallet that couldn’t fit in my pocket. Now I use a slim wallet. I used to have decorative key chains, but ultralight hiking has taught me the true cost and inconvenience of unnecessary weight. I now have only my car key on a small carabineer. I used to have about ten pairs of pants. Now I use about two. I’m not saying this is the lifestyle for everyone. But I love it. And by trimming my unnecessary possessions I am able to go on trips all the time. By living in a van and not paying rent or utilities I have almost my whole paycheck to spend on things I want to do. I think collecting experiences is way more valuable than physical objects. I may not live like this forever. But I think If I settle down it will be in a small off the grid cabin, not in a white picket fence suburb. I hope you enjoyed my story.

Thursday, April 4, 2013

scaled down social media

I got rid of a lot of Facebook friends recently, a lot of people who I met once, years ago, and haven't talked to since. It's not personal, I just got way too much useless stuff on my feed, compulsively taking over my free time. I also unliked all the pages I have liked over the years. Because when I'm taking a short break from studying to "check up on Facebook" the last thing I need is an advertisement for Silence of the Lambs, or Batman, or Almond Breeze, or any other myriad of random whims I clicked like for. I also removed many people from my news feed who I still would like to have as a possible contact, but don't want to see their status updates constantly.
Originally I had the itch to delete fb entirely, but I use it for some very important reasons, It's my primary storage for all of my pictures... all of them. I know I could use Flickr or something for that, but I don't take high quality photos. I'm not much into photography, I enjoy seeing others excel in it but it's just not a hobby I plan to take up. I also don't want to keep track of some ridiculous external hard drive of memories.I'd rather have a couple thousand photos stored easily assessable on Facebook, in the cloud.
Another thing I use fb for is contacting people who I talk to infrequently and maybe do not have their numbers. I am able to message them if need be. I'm just not too interested in checking my feed 8 times a day anymore only to see advertisements. I didn't like the person I was becoming, looking at my phone every 5 minutes, ignoring the people I was actually with. Instead I might look at fb a couple times a week, and since I only have 59 friends now, and only about half of those on my news feed, I can look through what they've posted in about 10 minutes, comment if I wish, and move on to something more productive, instead of scrolling through advertisements for hours of my day. fb is designed to be addictive, to keep you checking and liking and commenting, and supporting their advertisements. That's fine, that's how they make money, I just am not falling for it anymore, it's way too time consuming.
The last step I took in my social media scale-down was to put my phone number, email address, and blog URL as my background picture on fb, and delete the app from my phone. This way my friends can contact me if they need to,  spammers can't (since programs can't read my handwriting on my background picture) and I will have freedom from my update addiction.
If you're feeling like fb is taking over your life. maybe take some of these steps to down-size your media consumption.

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

my closet

My closet:
5 pairs underwear (microfiber quickdry)
3 pairs of short wool socks
3 pairs of long wool socks
Ski socks
Winter hat
rain pants
4 shirts
Camisole
Long underwear top
Long underwear bottom
running shorts
Longer shorts
Bandanna
Swim suit
Belt
Pants
Button up
Fleece pullover
Down coat
Rain coat
Shoes
Toe shoes
Sunglasses
Winter boots
Snowpants
2 pairs of gloves
I have recently gotten rid of my second pair of pants. I'm considering loosing my merino long underwear top since the fleece does essentially the same job, but they can be layered in the winter. I also don't need the longer shorts since I have a pair of running shorts, I might feel a little awkward going to class in short shorts though. I used to have a winter shell with a zip-in fleece. Its not particularly warm though so I've put it in storage in the attic to see if I miss it this winter.